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Falling

On knees I fall,  Hands clasped,  Body trembling,  Head held high,  Eyes welling up,  Tears falling  Down my cheek,  Aloud I scream  Your name loud,  I reach out for you,  Longing to have  
You by my side  Once again,  I have lost you  For far too long,  I miss you. I  
Need you by me,  Need to feel you,  Need your warmth,  I need you always,  Collapsing, giving  Up, And then, you  Are there, You say  You have never left,  You have always been  There, and will always  Be there, By my side  Or carrying me on &n

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TemptressWhy?  Why does my  Mind tempt me?  Dangling a jewel  In front of my  Face? Just out of  Reach. It was  Once mine, but I  
lost it years ago.   
Why?  Why does this  Taunt me? I  
Want to live my  Dream, but I often  Still wonder,  "Why?" Temptress
in Spoken Word on 10/22/07
Why?There I lay  Warm and comphy  In my bed  Dreaming and  
Wishing. Why?  Dreams are what  We want. What  We desire.   
A party in my  Room or something  like it. Then you  enter. I'm awed  by you. Even in  Life I still am.  
Somehow I am  Laying next to  
You. I ask to place  My hand on your  Hip. You Let me. I  Rest my hand and  Feel soft skin.   
Why?  Suddenly everything  Vanishes back to  
Reality. Why?
in Spoken Word on 10/22/07
VanishWorld spinning  Mind racing  All this stress  All this stuff  All this crap  I don't want it  I don't need it  I wish it  Would go away  I wish I  
Could just  Disappear. Vanish
in Spoken Word on 9/26/07
Broken WingsTo fly away  To get away  That is all  
I wish. To  be on high  with the  
clouds. To  Soar above  
all that I  
know. All  that I love.  To fly to  
That one  person.  Scoop them  Up in my  
arms and  Take them  
with me.  
But alas  my wings  Are broken.  Broken by  the words  of another.  
Forever grounded.  Forever wishing.  Forever forgot. Broken Wings
in Spoken Word on 9/24/07
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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 27, 2008, 8:12 AM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: When November Falls- Symphony for a Mad World
So yea... It's been a while since I last posted here. Things are going alright, I guess. I'm running on very little sleep for the last 2 days. I have a show opening this week and there is still a lot to do on it. I've been working all weekend and it's helping but it would be nice if other people would show up. yesterday there was a total of 4 people working. 2 of which, one being myself, were working on strictly set the entire time. Gah!


I just really want this thing to be done. I know that it's a good learning experience for me but I've just got way too many other things going on that need to get dealt with and I can't because of this.

I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss my sanity, what little I had left of it to begin with. Some people I miss more than others. There is one in particular that I wish I could see again... God knows when that will happen.

I just... want a break for a while. I want to be at camp. I'm Program Director this summer. That means a lot of responsibility and a lot of headaches as well. I won't go into much depth, but there is already drama this summer and it hasn't even started. Whatever.


Alright, I'm done for now. We'll see if I survive the week. Wish me luck. Peace.

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  • Current Residence: Wisconsin
  • Favourite movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mark Twain
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iRiver H10 20 GB MP3 Player/Recorder
  • Wallpaper of choice: Foamy
  • Skin of choice: soft
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Personal Quote: You don't know true love until you lose it
  • Tools of the Trade: fists, voice, pen, mind

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~picus86:iconpicus86: May 27, 2008, 1:11:40 PM
Yea. I'll try not to die. That would be sad.

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Sir Chaos

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The only way to lose at life is to do nothing with the one you are given.
~picus86:iconpicus86: May 27, 2008, 1:11:10 PM
Yea. I'll try not to die. That would be sad.

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Sir Chaos

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The only way to lose at life is to do nothing with the one you are given.
~Pook06:iconPook06: May 19, 2008, 12:11:16 AM
well, dont kill yourself

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never underestimate an idiot with a bad idea ;P
~picus86:iconpicus86: May 16, 2008, 7:37:51 PM
LOL Yea, well Milwaukee is just crazy as is. Eau Claire is a bit smaller and people still drive like they are in a big city. Crazy!

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Sir Chaos

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The only way to lose at life is to do nothing with the one you are given.
~Pook06:iconPook06: May 14, 2008, 9:25:01 AM
so, i saw the thing about you being on the news and i have to tell you that its not only you. people are driving crazy around here too. fun fun. well, got to go do my exam.

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~Pook06:iconPook06: Oct 3, 2007, 5:18:17 PM
you need friends.
add some

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~Pook06:iconPook06: Apr 5, 2007, 7:11:50 PM
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship

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~Pook06:iconPook06: Mar 7, 2007, 6:49:44 PM
tky.

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~picus86:iconpicus86: Mar 7, 2007, 8:06:00 AM
lol I'll try

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~picus86:iconpicus86: Mar 6, 2007, 5:50:53 PM
Course I will.

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